restless | November 12, 2006 @ 10:51 PM
feeling very restless lately. i'm going out more and hanging out with more friends and everything - more now than i have since college. but even so, i'm feeling vaguely dissatisfied. feeling a little depressed. i want more but i don't know exactly what that 'more' is or where to find it or how to even start. at any given time i'm either incredibly stressed out or mind-numbingly bored. nothing fully engages me and my mind wanders all the time. it occurs to me that i haven't had a real vacation - like taking a week or two to travel or go home - in a long time. small trips here and there, but nothing long enough to make the benefits of the trip outweigh the stress of travel and planning and missed work. i think i'm burning out. hopefully things will be better after the holidays.
Tyler on 11/14/2006 @ 11:22 PM:
I understand completely. It's amazing how the days can bleed into each other when there aren't truly engaging and memorable things taking place.
mark on 11/27/2006 @ 12:19 AM:
Enter friend, into life's great waiting room. None can tell what lies on the other side of that door; but why the hell did they go to all the trouble to make a door if there's nothing on the other side?
Just know that there are others here sharing this space, expectant...
meghan on 11/13/2006 @ 11:12 PM:
know exactly how you feel. big hugs!!!!!!!!!!